Haha, I'm back! I've got a Venti White Chocolate Mocha coursing through my veins. Caffeine is pretty powerful on me. Just a few minutes ago, I was talking to one of my roommates. He told me that I sounded like an auctioneer due to the speed of my words. I'm trying to harness the rush by a little typing. After a long hiatus, I'm finally back to the world of blogging. Though, I'm a bit burnt out on the whole thing. I also think that this xanga account will be dieing off. It's time to move on to the world of blogspot. I've slowly been weening myself, but I think this shall be my very last post on xanga.

So, the summer was good. For those who don't know, I was in Seneca, SC working at the Oconee Nuclear Station as an intern for Duke Energy. It was your basic cubicle/office job but with the added bonus of a nuclear power plant to visit anytime I felt inspired. Plus, they planned day trips for all the other interns from time to time. We did go-karting, miniature golf, a river boat cruise, and all sorts of other fun things. The whole summer was a good experience. By the end, I was fully annoyed with half of the other 12 interns, but such is life.

Now I'm back in Atlanta. This year, my last year of college *fingers crossed*, I'm living in a house just off of Tech's campus with 5 other CCF guys. The house is amazing. I mean, it's by no means a dream house. My room is tiny and the floors slant, but it's such a good environment. I just hope that between a developing case of senioritis and 5 other fun and social roommates always doing something I still find time for school.

Yeah, that's my life in a nutshell right now. Good summer internship experience, good living situation, a few boring classes, a lot of good friends, and trying to cope with a certain amount of spiritual stagnation and complacency.

Till next time, this is Damien signing off.

Another week of laziness gone by. Actually, I was much better this week. I played frisbee three times, met up with friends, got a haircut, and started getting my act together. Nevertheless, I still have a lot to do tomorrow if I'm going to leave Saturday.

It turns out my roommate-to-be isn't actually coming till mid-June so I'll be living alone in whatever condo Duke Power is giving me. I hope some of the other interns are moving in Saturday or it'll be terribly boring. Seneca, SC seems (coming from someone who's never actually been there) dull enough on its own. It doesn't need the added disadvantage of noone my age.

I'm getting more and more excited about this whole internship as the time to leave approaches. The only thing I'm really nervous about is living on my own. Up until now, I've never owned my own car, cooked for myself, had my own place to live. It's a whole lot to get used to all at once. Yet I suppose it's better to experience it now rather than waiting 'til I graduate and having the harsh reality hit me then. There are tons of things I don't know. I don't know how to cook. Don't be surprised if you get a call from me asking for recipes, help, or how to put out an oven fire. I know little about car maintenance (a negative as a guy and even moreso as a mechanical engineer). Phew. The list goes on, but I'll stop there to keep from feeling overwhelmed.

I think I'll call it a night in hopes of a very productive Friday of preparation. Goodnight!

Well, I'd like to relate all the productive, creative, and otherwise intriguing things I've done over the past week, but I'm afraid that list is too short to be of any worth. Mostly been much more resting and relaxation. Probably too much. To the point of cabin fever. So tonight was a nice change of pace by going to Tech for CCF bible study and some frisbee action.

I have done a bit of catching up with friends and little things here and there. Over the weekend, I saw my sister as a model in a high school fashion show and drove up to Due West, SC to see an old friend graduate from the fine institution of Erskine College. It was great driving through the countryside to and from Due West. Nothing but clean air, blue skies, and nice aromas. Sunday was filled with playing with cousins and eating for mothers' day.

My ever so generous grandma bought me an ever so feminine bedspread, so Tuesday I went shopping with her and this little guy <------- Joseph to find something more of my taste. This turned into playtime with Joseph and what should have taken 20 minutes turned into an hour and a half excursion. Yet you can't help but be entertained. One of the many fun things about Joseph is that he can't really say L's. For some reason he prefers the letter Y. So as we walked around the bed department he kept asking me, "Damien, do you yike this one?" Not to mention he's funny and often remarkably witty for a 5 year old.

So now that I've totally played out my laziness time I'll start some sort of action. Hard to say what it will be. Maybe running. Maybe reading. Could be anything. I just know I can't handle another week of this. Oh, and more news. I bought my first car...ever! A nice 1995 Toyota Camry. Nothing to glamorous, but when you've never had a car of your own and you're 22...anything seems amazing. Instantly my options for activity increase abundantly.

And now I leave you with random pictures from the spring.

Good to see the girls trying so hard at the esteemed sport of flamingo football.

My dad, the boozing, carousing, Nascar-loving redneck that he is, in his element.

No, I will not make out with you, Ryan!

Ridiculously tall and yet really really ridiculously good looking.

Lazy lazy days. That's pretty much what the next 2 and a half weeks have in store. Well, unless I get terribly bored which seems highly likely at this point. I'm just not the nogood lazeabout I used to be. School's made me soft. Made me feel like I should be doing things, being productive, or just get out more often. It's a terribly infectious feeling.

Anywho. I began summer with a bang of sorts. I stayed up till 3a.m. Saturday morning having fun with Tech friends, and then woke up at 7:30 to drive up to Chattavegas for Covenant's graduation. Sidenote: not a good idea. Do not mix a lack of sleep with a long drive. Yet it was well worth it. I got this strange feeling of nostalgia and deja-vu all mixed together. Graduation was like freshman year at Covenant all over again. It's amazing how short 4 years can seem at such a time. After the ceremony, I attempted to walk around and hunt down each and every friend with some amount of success. I'm a good people hunter in crowds. Just one of those nice things about being tall. Many people also try to solicit you as their personal people hunter. When the hunting season was over, I went up the mountain to hung out with Erin and Patty. And after a 2 and a half hour nap at Patty's house, I headed back to Atlanta for a Tech graduation party. Early church and college class the next day were the final straws to have me completely tuckered out.

That was all the fun I could handle. Or so my two 3 following days of ridiculous amounts of sleep and little else would have you believe. This week has affectionately become known as lazy week. While usually I reserve this adjective for the whole summer, I just don't see it happening that way. It's only been three days of laziness, and I'm already chomping at the bit.

Last night I got to spend some time with Melinda which is alway a nice, though becoming increasingly rare between my lack of communication and her extreme busyness, treat. Any time we hang out it generally leads to long talks that are both insightful and convicting. Last night was no exception. So afterwards I found myself laying in bed staring at the ceiling for hours just thinking. It had been a while since I'd done that. Not that I'm a stranger to thought, but I've become much better over the years at quieting my thoughts in favor of dreams. Lots of things that I'd like to try and work on over the summer while I have plenty of free time.

I finally have some news from the ever secretive people at Duke Energy. They gave me a list of 7 other people who will be interns with me. Like any good curious college student I proceeded to facebook them all. I was successful at finding 4 of them, 2 are not on facebook, and the last, my soon-to-be roommate Jeff Smith, has far too common a name for me to find him without some other clue. Nevertheless it's nice to know there will be other college students. Will they be fun or interesting? Only time will tell.

That's all for now. Stay tuned for more news. It promises to be less about what I'm doing and more about what I'm thinking from here out for a few weeks.

It is far too cold for the last day of April. There's no I should have a runny nose a week before school gets out. Yet, here I am. Slightly runny nose. Trying as hard as I can to motivate myself to study for finals. At this point I'm relying on incentives, "Damien, you can write a blog entry if you will study for 3 more hours afterwards." Hopefully it'll work.

This time of the year is also notorious for massive amounts of reflection, evaluation, and nostalgia. Friday night I went to the CCF end of the year banquet. Basically a 6-hour marathon of seniors and interns sharing how much they love all things CCF. So amidst the speeches, I had plenty of time to review my own year. I'd say it's been a good year overall. Things I'd like to change next year or over the summer: be more positive (from encouraging to brainstorming to anything), be more assertive (in relationships, in leadership), be more challenging (ask the hard questions, hold people accountable). These are the main three things that have continually resurfaced in my head over the past week. I think they're all attainable to a certain degree.

Summer is going to be an interesting time. For those of you who don't know I'll be working as an engineering intern in SC. Podunk, SC that is. I don't know who I'll spend my time with. I don't know where I'll go to church. I don't really even know what I'll be doing at work. I'm going to miss All Souls Fellowship. Shane is just starting a series on the ten commandments. He's coming at it from the standpoint that the ten commandments are a way of defining the extent of the Christian life. He gave a good analogy of kids at a playground who feel much more safe and free when the playground area is enclosed by a fence. Not a limit upon their fun but a means to let them to enjoy the playground without fear. I'm curious to see where he'll go from here.

Finals don't look too bad. One each day but Wednesday. Just got to keep chuggin'. Almost there. Finish line in sight. And so on that note I bid you all farewell. Well, after a few pictures.

Went to the annual Covenant Braves game last night. Total dumb luck that some of my favorite people decided to attend. Here are just a few of them.

Today was the last day of the semester at All Souls with the whole crowd.